I teach myself lessons I once taught
Closed doors and epiphanies when apologies
Too late , always too late
Maybe goodness will be dispersed
Like flickered light in the periphery
Like something you felt once it was gone
Nowadays I am heavy with justifications
Such that my heart won't give way
Let me explain what its like in the limbo
Between hypocrisy and disbelief
Between too much and too little
Inside the silence of all the things I ought to say
I'm so sorry
As long as you're self aware, Don't be too hard on yourself... give yourself room to breath.
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